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AND AHHH FINAL DAY HERE WE AREEE!! So many thoughts, and not one of them coherent *le sigh*
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Okay but I'm both happy and a bit "Uhuh?"
Really liked the explanation about the doll finally. I liked how it created the spells according to their needs. So like Dochkin says, they're basically wishes which makes them like SUPER powerful. And wow how the spell that zoomed West gave Dochkin Nastya's wishes so he could make her spells. Quite an ingenious magical touch.
When I thought this was the end of the road for Dochkin, I really felt bad. I liked the nice old man with his knowledgeable ways even though we hadn't known him for long. I was happy he had the spell for Alexei though! And the blank spell! I was intrigued to see how that would work.
Then Nastya woke up and wow so much happened. I was so sure Dochkin was gone and even that Alexei was lost. I liked that Nastya saved some of the special spell for Dochkin. I liked how efficiently she got some healing spells onto everyone.
I'm glad Nastya didn't take the blank spell. Like she said, "Because I have a story I was meant to live. And not even you can unwrite it." It would have all felt so pointless if she forgot everything and left this life behind!
Can i just say I LOVE the precious boy Alexei so much. His sass about Nastya and Zash about to kiss when he was healing and telling someone to please gag Yurovsky was just ahhh. Also I liked how calmly he responded to the way Yurovsky put him down. I WANT TO GIVE THIS BABY A BIG HUG!
Also I liked that Nastya forgave Zash. I mean if i were her, things would definitely be awkward for a while but I'm glad she forgave Zash
BUT OKAY USING THE BLANK SPELL ON YUROVSKY??? DECIDING TO TAKE THE FIRST STEP IN FORGIVING THAT SCUMBAG? YEAH THAT WAS ALL MORALLY NICE AND MIGHTY OF NASTYA BUT I WANTED VENGEANCE?? CALL ME PETTY BUT I WANTED YUROVSKY TO SUFFER! I WANTED THEm TO SHOOT HIM AHHH. When both Nastya and Zash couldn't bring themselves to pull the trigger, I was like "HERE LET ME DO IT!"Sorry guys I'm not like super nice or anything, when people are as horrible as Yurovsky, THEY DON'T DESERVE A BLANK SPELL AND A START OVER!
But other than that, I liked the ending. How Alexei and Dochkin are off to help the White Army and how Nastya is learning to be a spell master and Zash is staying on. I wish his Babushka could've been there though *sniffle*
All thing considered, that was a kind of happy ending I think? ESPECIALLY THAT JOY IS FINE OH HEAVENS.